Novas peças

So deviantart is making this contest with fan art..

And I don't really want to be part of these.
I'm an asocial asshole,I can't do group and public things,without feeling anxious..even posting is something that hurt me.

My art isn't that good and my confiance is trash!But it's not a big deal,I think i'm doing a shitstorm in a cup of apple tea..classy.

What I'm talking about..oh.I give it a try and the mix that they choose for me is
 

Tingle (Zelda), in the Mushroom Kingdom, at the pearly gates<

I'm just doing sketches and trying and this is what I came with

I have here a fine character in a cool scenerio and I just complain ah...I'm so tired of being a pain in the ass.

Old meme

I draw these bastard(it's okay i'm not a hater,I like the guy)in 2016.

Well,it's 2017 and the drama it's diferent,just like the memes,still it's here.

I don't want to put this one in da or twitter,because of the memes.I don't want to triggered people.

Because I don't have time for drama.

The orb of evil

My new piece "the orb of evil"

I've this idea about describing all those bad feelings that came with depression and that grown inside of us.The process is slow,but something changes inside and we became another person.A sad and cold person.

It's more special if I don't explain anything,this is more about feeling and experience.

Original

Black and white filter
This one sounds like emptyness

A reflection filter

If we are infected by the orb we could pass that to another people,

These poor pieces will never be finished..

Poor Fellows will never be finish

By tablet is broked and I lose the fire to end these pieces.

two faces fox
I didn't even remeber when I begin this one 

This was to be like that bride that lost her love of her life

Somehow a type of mystical plant creature

Fan art Merril from da2

Lara Croft from Tomb raider

Vivi from FFix

My guinea pig Lucy

Fan art alucard from hellsing

Book idea

I have an idea for a book and I'm very enthusiastic about it!

It's a story about this magic land where everybody hate each other and there's elements like magic and religion.I guess that we can see those things in stories like game of thrones (by the way I have to see from the beginning before season 7,I forget everything)anyway,it's not like everyone fighting for power is more fighting for controling the people and their mindset.
You know just like today's era. Today there are 2 sides to choose and nothing in the middle.If you're in one side you think the same way the herd thinks..

I'm sad!I'm tired of these times,everybody getting triggered all the time and it's not always the left side,the right side is also very triggered.Can you all just stop and talk with each other..serious we can learn more from each other by that way..

This is for sure a rant,but I still have the idea of the book.
I wanted to be dark,have a lot off messsy shit and have a bad ending.
Just like real life(kidding) I think it's more good when you put tragic in your story.

I painted with my fingers

I'm kidding I use pincels and acrylic paint.

Well, I've been feeling depress like always so I decided to paint, to forget about my ghosts and misery..and it's working I don't need to drink alcohol anymore!


And there's the final result:

Okay ,the pictures aren't good because my camera isn't good and the angle gosh..but you get the ideia. It's a sad painting of a crying heart that has been injected with the evil arrow of destiny and fell into a spiral of feelings that led him to a point where he just gives up.

Just like real life!

Well I 've a lot of issues lately. I was feeling so sad when I painted this fellow I mess a lot,but in the end it's okay. I kinda like it,but I'm feeling like some part of my feelings stayed there in the painting.

Everytime I look at the painting I feel a strange vibe, it's just like I'm looking at a haunted object..I guess I'm scared of my own feelings...enough of this nonsence,bye bye then.